There are days that bring me to my knees, days when nothing fits anymore. This is one. It's overwhelming--it's a WTF? kind of day (sorry, being honest). I need space and I need to breathe. I need to give it all to Him, I know this. It's just so much and sometimes I find I'm shuffling through with my hands opened up as if "what happened here?!" I'll spend tomorrow working on letting Him worry, I promise. Letting myself know that whatever comes my way, I can't control even a minute of it, so I shouldn't try. And be good as new come Monday (or fake it).
- Stacey
- Hi! I'm Stacey, and if you've landed here by accident, stay anyway. Jamee Forever because Jamee, my sister, is forever part of my life; her death in 2002 did not change that. Not a day goes by that I don't think of her and try to honor her memory. I fail some days (I'm sure she shakes her head often). I also have this handsome husband, two sons and a daughter--and while life is far from perfect, God has given me good reason to make it worthwhile. I find comfort in the beautiful souls I've encountered along the road I run, walk and sometimes limp along. And I find hope in Jesus, that I'll live to hear Jamee's voice again. Oh...and photos. I'm visual and I'm not afraid to use my camera!
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i'm SORRY for the pain. i wished the tears that are falling would just wash it all away. i promise when this time is over, everthing will be okay - i believe Him. forever.
We all have tough days, Stacey. We just have to get through them.
I've had a few of those days myself... Hope Wild Cherry cheered you up a little!
Hugs to you. I have days I feel the same way. It's hard to turn everything over to Him sometimes - or should I say, it's easy to turn it over and hard to not snatch it right back. I have a burden hanging over my head that EVERY DAY I have to make myself turn it over to God and try to not let the worry consume me. He is good and He is faithful - He will make your burdens light.
I know I have days like this myself! I hope all is okay and please CALL me if you need to talk. I am a great listener.
take care my friend!
Sorry you're having a hard time, Stacey.
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I am so very, very sorry for your pain Stacey. Lean on our Heavenly Father and He will see you through this.
Awhhh, Gidge...I hate to hear you struggling. We all go through "it" but hate it all the while, huh. Wish I could take some from ya.....
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